I honestly cannot handle this. It’s so hard to hold back tears anymore. I don’t know how I’ve done this for so long. This isn’t even fair

BEST song.

I’m learning to live without you now,
But I miss you sometimes.
The more I know, the less I understand,
All the things I thought I knew, I’m learning again.
I’ve been trying to get down to the heart of the matter
But my will gets weak, and my thoughts seem to scatter

Last night my best friend and I had a really deep conversation about morals and ethics and all kinds of controversial aspects of life.  I know it may sound weird, but I absolutely love having deep conversations about those things in life that seem as if they will never have an answer that we can all agree to. There are so many different opinions out there, so many different views, so many different religions, so many different kinds of people. Everyone’s ideas of “what is right and what is wrong” are completely different. To me, it’s mind blowing. I guess I think too much into a lot of things. But it absolutely amazes me that there are all of these “things” that define life. Sometimes I could think about these things for hours, even days; and I have such a huge desire to be educated on every little thing that’s out there. I don’t want to be ignorant to what the world holds, I thirst for more knowledge.

Kat Corcoran, if you see this- Thank you so much, you’re amazing. I am so thankful to have you in my life. You’re such a great role model.

Even if you don’t see this, you’re still amazing and I love you so much.

Continuously overwhelmed by the amazing role models that I have been so blessed to have in my life